Indeed. God has taught me so much. It may be through the hard way, but hey, I learned.
I remember when just a few months ago, I was crying and questioning God’s sovereignty in my life. Now, I am happy and I know that this was what God really had in store for me. People always ask me why I didn’t ask for a reconsideration, well yeah, at first it was just pride, but I soon realized that God intentionally closed that door. I firmly believe this. After all, nothing is impossible with Him, right? He could have easily let me in, but no. Because He is humbling me and teaching me contentment. (I am not trying to comfort myself, God already did that for me) By contentment, I don’t mean that I’m settling for less. It means that I want God’s will for my life and I know that it’s way better than anything I could ever hope for. :)
Lately, I’ve found myself lazing around too much. You see, I work well under pressure. And with my new school’s “comparatively” lax sched, I’m really not feeling that much pressure. This is a really bad habit and I’m going to stop it right now. I promise to set goals EVERYDAY and to stick by them! :) AAAAAAND, good bye distractions!
Med school will be very stressful if you don’t know how to appreciate the blessings God is showering you with. I’m learning to counter stress with positive things that are happening in my life. Good vibes all the way! :)